Last Sun was our Building Fund Pledging weekend. I had been asking God of the amount that I should pledge. I've gone through many Building Fund campaigns but this time and the previous time were the toughest I ever had because I'm not receiving any pay or allowance.
Note: My mum and bro don't give me allowance at all...
Anyway, I don't know what happened, maybe it's because of the CG and service messages every week in preparation of Building Fund, I suddenly have a change of mindset. I'm no longer fearful of not having enough for myself. As I think back, God has really never shortchanged me. Though there were times where I really cried because I have no idea how to pay my bills or even to travel to school, somehow, everything will just work out eventually. Throughout my 1yr 6 months of no pay study leave, I'm still surviving well. I may not be rich now, but I will be in a few years time. Somehow, I have the assurance in my heart that God will take care of me. I have only 6 more months to go. He has taken care of me for so many years, He'll definitely take care of me these next 6 months.
Not only am I not fearful anymore, I'm not afraid to attend weddings to bless all my friends. It used to be that I'll turn down all the invitations and hide at home to avoid giving the ang baos. Now, I'm more than happy to attend the weddings and make sure I bless my friends. I really feel blessed to be able to bless my friends. 3 more weddings to go before this year end for me. I believe God will continue to keep me as I bless His people and give my Building Fund!
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